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London E12

by Alan Dreezer

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Instrumental
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Unknown 04:16
Unknown I'm meeting you soon Got great expectations And nothing to lose Unknown I'm walking with you Will you have all my answers Or burst my balloon You don't frighten me You got all I need I just wanna leave Won't you help me please All I know is I have to get away To be someone different Don't care what people say Just because I do this Doesn't make it right Unknown won't you help me Cause I don't think That I can fight no more I see you And I know you see me You've heard all my screaming You've seen my heart bleed Unknown I'm taking a chance For all the right reasons It's time to watch me dance
3.
I'm trying to make up for lost time I'm feeling guilty For everything I left behind I'm trying to change what I'd become I'm trying to forget the time When I couldn't run You have shown me how to be You have made it all alright You have shown me that with love The future can be bright We've come a long way I have something to say We have come a long way I wouldn't be here without you I'm changing all my nights into days I'm sharing my feelings Not saving them for rainy days I'm thankful for the lies and the pain They've driven me to you Now I want to explain You stood by me With all of your love You set me free You came from above
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To Do This 03:27
If I didn't do this Then who would I be An underachiever Exams were a C Who am I kidding What else would i do It's too late for me It don't have to be you Don't ask me to stop The musics all I got Without this I don't know Got so much more to show I want to I have to I need you To do this Whenever I do this I feel so alive Adrenaline flowing And nothing contrived Don't take that away girl Don't you ask me to change It's my life In my soul My forever always I couldn't breath I couldn't sleep I'm in too deep I have To do this
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Now 03:32
I've been living in the past For too long I've been hoping for a future That's never gonna come Right in front of me Was the answer all along I see it I don't want to wait For too long I don't want tomorrow To sing another song Tell me how I messed up and everything is wrong I feel it Finally feel it Now I finally feel it Now I finally feel it I'm never gonna let you go I just want you to know I'm never gonna let you go I want you girl Now I don't want to stay For too long So tell me how your feeling Or tell me that I'm wrong Don't you try to tell me That your feelings aren't as strong I know it Been lying to myself For too long Pretending I don't need you I'm nothing when your gone I promise if you let me stay I'll show you I belong Regret it You won't regret it I want to live my whole life with you And I want to be a part of something true Don't Don't you make me wait long for you It has to be You and me Now
6.
Just get over it Plenty more fish in the sea Move on, be done Your the only one that couldn't see Your too good It's her loss She always acts like she is the boss Of you Don't tell me that Not today You don't know her Not in that way I don't wanna know How to live without her I don't wanna stop myself from Feeling this sad If I cannot feel That my heart is still breaking How will I know that She's not coming back Cause she’s not coming back You can heal yourself But only one day at a time What don't kill you Makes you stronger This is a good thing So don't make it a crime And you knew It won’t last Shit gonna happen You movin too fast Don't you If she's happy I don't want to know If she's hurting I don't want to know If she hates me I don't want to know Don't want to let her go I don’t want to know
7.
Tornado 03:20
I made a decision The tornado came Lifted me off my feet And took me away I saw people love and history Passing me by I couldn’t hang on No matter how hard I tried Couldn’t stop them disappearing I’m still hurting twisting spinning In the tornado I don’t know what happened But this wasn’t the plan It seems like a minute ago I was your man I’m walking away From the scene of a crime I know who is guilty Of changing their mind I know i didn’t listen I know I didn’t wait A hundred million reasons What you didn’t stop me From falling
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Thought I wouldn't cope Alone meant no hope Solitude was my fear The fault was my own 2nd best Was my fit Gotten used to existing Didn't want to admit That the truth was When I was lost I had to find My peace of mind When I was alone Nothing but freedom When I was alone Nothing but right When I was alone Don't need anybody When I was alone I was surprised Wonderfully so People rallied around Even ones I don't know Everyday I kept breathing Living and dreaming That’s when the hurt it Started to go I stopped caring But never completely I won't let what you did to me beat me Reinventing myself but discreetly Letting go before shadows defeat me
9.
I’ve been honest Maybe too honest I’ve lied just to be nice I’ve been laughing At all my weakness I’ve cried once maybe twice But I’m changing my friends My friends and my mind I’ve been hurt And never knew why I’m close but so far away I’ve been lucky Or so someone told me I’m waiting for you just to say That I’m changing my friends My friends and my mind I feel like I’ve been On a white knuckle ride And lost all my life on the way But where was the right road I never saw it I feel like I’m running away Just to stay Running to stay I’ve been looking For more than excuses I’ve dreamed For maybe too long I’ve been taking When I should be giving But I I want respect from this song So I’m changing my friends My friends and my mind
10.
331 03:58
I used to wear chequered flared trousers And shoes held in place by "lackey" bands My mum cut my hair very badly Fingernails bitten down my hands I gave away all my pocket money To stop my sister from crying all day My proudest moment was getting a "Chopper" bike The swing in my garden is where I'd fly away Life was simple Life was hard Sometimes scary Rarely fun Life was "Seasons In The Sun" When I lived at 331 I can't believe we had an outside "lavvy" Where cats and rats used to pass by and stare Saucepans were boiling on the gas stove To fill a tin bath we all used to share My Dad had the chair in the parlour And I knew my place on the floor Bedtime was always 6.30 You never argued or you'd get his "What For" I would dream of somewhere better Make believe that we had more
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I didn't want to see you fade away I didn't want to hear you saying You had nothing new to say I didn't want to see you being blind I know that sounds like being cruel I can't stomach being kind I could have done more But i would not change a thing I knew someone more I could not bare to think If this is the end That wasn't you If we don't say it It ain't the truth If this is the end I don't want to lie I just couldn't be there To say goodbye I was driving by your house the other day But you weren't out there waving Couldn't tell you what I came to say It's hard to comprehend that you are gone Can't tell you how that makes me feel But I don't think that I was wrong When I close my eyes You are standing there Don’t you leave my side Tell me that you care
12.
I didn't want to see you fade away I didn't want to hear you saying You had nothing new to say I didn't want to see you being blind I know that sounds like being cruel I can't stomach being kind I could have done more But i would not change a thing I knew someone more I could not bare to think If this is the end That wasn't you If we don't say it It ain't the truth If this is the end I don't want to lie I just couldn't be there To say goodbye I was driving by your house the other day But you weren't out there waving Couldn't tell you what I came to say It's hard to comprehend that you are gone Can't tell you how that makes me feel But I don't think that I was wrong When I close my eyes You are standing there Don’t you leave my side Tell me that you care

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LONDON E12

It's taken me all my life to make this album.
I didn't realise that until I started to write it
All of the mistakes I've made,
all of the lessons I've learned,
I really don't think I was ready before.
I have made plenty of music already that I'm proud of but this is finally the real me.
This is what I wanted to say
the way I wanted to say it.
It isn’t about pain,
It isn't just a release.
It is just my truth, my art.
A lot of it is looking back
trying to understand who I really am.
I felt compelled to connect with my past with this album.
To finally confront my demons before I could move on with my life.
And through making this music
I'm not afraid anymore,
I am at peace.
This is my time
and it feels wonderful!!

This is LONDON E12

Alan Dreezer

April 19th 2018

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released July 10, 2018

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Alan Dreezer Eastbourne, UK

Introducing Alan Dreezer, an award-winning Electro-Pop/Singer-Songwriter from Eastbourne, East Sussex.

With a diverse musical background, Alan initially showcased his vocal talents as part of the pop duo "Tara 2” and then with Rock Pop act "ADProject"

As a solo artist he has released 2 albums and played a number of successful live shows. "Take Me Back" is the 3rd single from album number 3.
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