I Don't Wanna Know

from by Alan Dreezer

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This is about refusing to accept the loss of someone. Not wanting to let go of the pain of that loss as it is the last reminder of that person. I felt those feelings were something I really wanted to explore. The lyrics are written as a conversation between 2 people with different perspectives on the same person. The title and then the song was actually inspired by a scene in a TV series called LONDON SPY. In one episode Ben Whishaw delivers a passionate eulogy about a close friend and says “I don’t want to know how to live without him” the idea flowed from there.


Just get over it
Plenty more fish in the sea
Move on, be done
Your the only one that couldn't see
Your too good
It's her loss
She always acts like she is the boss
Of you

Don't tell me that
Not today
You don't know her
Not in that way

I don't wanna know
How to live without her
I don't wanna stop myself from
Feeling this sad
If I cannot feel
That my heart is still breaking
How will I know that
She's not coming back
Cause she’s not coming back

You can heal yourself
But only one day at a time
What don't kill you
Makes you stronger
This is a good thing
So don't make it a crime
And you knew
It won’t last
Shit gonna happen
You movin too fast
Don't you

If she's happy I don't want to know
If she's hurting I don't want to know
If she hates me I don't want to know

Don't want to let her go
I don’t want to know


from London E12, released July 10, 2018
Written by Alan Dreezer & Elliot Richardson

Produced by Elliot Richardson


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Alan Dreezer Chelmsford, UK

Alan Dreezer is an Electronic Music/Singer-Songwriter from Chelmsford Essex UK. He has until now always collaborated with other musicians or as part of a band away from his passion for SynthPop.His debut album "LONDON E12" is out now. His sophomore album "HEALED" featuring the new single and short film "What You Didn't Say" is due for release in 2020. For more information visit www.alandreezer.com ... more

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