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H E A L E D

by Alan Dreezer

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Not everyday is good I live anyway You don’t want to hear the truth Sayin anyway I don’t always get love back Lovin anyway When I lost it all on black Playin anyway When you don’t listen I’m screaming anyway Tell me I’m nothing to ya Knew anyway Stop cheating on me I’m leaving any day Lying suffocates me I’m breathing anyway That is me Reaching high One day I know that I am gonna touch the sky Any way I can Anyway I am Never losing faith I don’t give a damn Whatever you say Gon do it anyway Any way I can Any way I can The sun don’t always shine Shining anyway People be so cruel I’m kind to them anyway When I’m going out my mind Don’t mind anyway When I’m speaking as I find Don’t you walk away You can’t stop me no Keep pushin my way back in You can’t stop me no Keep losin till I win (C) All Rights Reserved
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I never thought I was beautiful Until you said it was true I’ll never forget the moments we spent Trying to build something new I never understood perfect Until I’m lying with you I never felt like I really belonged Until that moment I knew I will be with you Never before and Never after and Everything else has been a disaster Never too close and Never too far From losing myself But then There you are Inside me Until the twelfth of never I never ever doubted A single word that you said Never have I tried so hard to Make us feel different Never have I ever seen Such a wonderful beautiful face I feel so lucky now With you around the place I will be with you I love you a little too much So much that I can’t breathe I’m scared to let you go Never want you to leave (c) all rights reserved
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But It Does 02:47
I'm not with you anymore But your not leaving me Fairytales you left me for Ain't what you thought they'd be But that don't make me happy I won't say "I told you so" All I ever did was love you Even when you let me go How many times Have we crossed the line Between love hate and blind It shouldn't matter anymore But it does I know I can't forget you It's because The closest I have known Is when I was Saying that it didn't matter But It does Even though that I've moved on One word can take me back Yeah the pain inside has gone But my thoughts can still be black I'm a better man today They say that "When you lose you learn" Can't remember who we were then But I'm sad that it's your turn Should I reach out to you? Will you reach out to me? Don't see how that could happen Let it be, Let it be (c) all rights reserved
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When you had the chance The time was right When I needed "love you" most You just didn't say it right The stage was set The moment had arrived I need "love you" in your eyes And I couldn't see a light no When I looked at you My everything When your looking back at me All I’m seeing is pretend I’m asking you Am I the one You don’t have to say a word I could see that we were done Could have saved us But there was no us to save You could have saved us But then look how you behaved What you didn't say Hurt more than what you did What you didn't say Made me sure that That wasn't all you hid When I came back The kids came out You just stood behind the door "I don't want you" screaming out I was all dressed up Looking kinda fine All your seeing was "the same old" And your leaving that behind What you did Look what you did Honesty Wasn't policy Secrecy And everything I can’t see That was you not me (c) All rights reserved
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You Don't 03:33
No more reminders I want to escape Surrounded by liars now Everyone’s fake I’m glad that your happy No really I am But don’t let me see it I still give a damn Crossing an ocean For separation I can’t keep reliving That moment she won There isn’t a day When your out of my mind You got an opinion Be cruel don’t be kind Whatever I do Leads me back to you and What I feel You don’t What I conceal It won’t Make me forget because I know I care You don’t Thinking bout reaching out If it will make The door close to all of those Memories we made I know I’ll feel better By running away A thousand miles Or break It don’t matter What I wish It don’t matter Who’s to blame Or how much that I still miss you It can never be the same (c) All Rights Reserved
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EQUAL 03:00
There don’t have to be sides Or winners or losers The war is so over For all the accusers There’s no need for loyalty when I’m flesh and blood That has to count for something Tell me who’s been slinging mud Just tell me Do you have to choose Do I have to lose Does the love you give Have to hurt and confuse Why can’t this be equal I just want an equal love From you Are you feeling abandoned And that I don’t care I can’t base my life On those Tuesdays we used to share Or do you just need to feel Real happy and safe Sitting on top of that fence That precarious scariest place Why won’t you show me you care Please (c) All rights reserved
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The Chase 03:29
I wanted to be wanted I wanted to be you But I found out you hate them And that it wasn’t true It was a game to you when Destroying people’s lives Is that why you were taken Can’t look me in the eyes So don’t chase your tail Or the man in the moon You could have had it all Everyone in this place But you don’t know no better You preferred the chase I wanted to be wanted I wanted to be you But I found out you hate them And that it wasn’t true It was a game to you when Destroying people’s lives Is that why you were taken Can’t look me in the eyes So don’t chase your tail Or the man in the moon You could have had it all Everyone in this place But you don’t know no better You preferred the chase Did you enjoy the chase more Than winning the first prize Did you look way past winning And not before your eyes Cause that would make you shallow Yeah that would make you small Your falling off your throne to Not very much at all Chase dreams Chase love Chase real Chase great When you stop chasing your arriving (c) All Rights Reserved
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Healed 04:03
It was great to see you But those times are far away I know we didn’t mean to Go down those roads they made We both know words your saying Ain’t a language I now speak The noise is getting louder I don’t think that I will sleep Who we are now Ain’t who we used to be That’s ok with you Then that’s ok with me No ones life is perfect If we can say that still We’ll be friends forever I know That I’m healed I really miss the old days But there not coming back Solidarity we had We scared them that’s a fact But all those people left us Leaving such a real bad taste The pressures weighing down on you Its written on your face I ain’t missing it So glad its over I gave too much I’m starting over (c) All Rights Reserved
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5 years ago She let you down But still you went back You turned it around And now we are here And this time it's worse She carries a child The whole thing is cursed Whatever she does It's like she's a drug Pulling you under Then giving you hugs Wake up Walk out You have to go I know you don't want to but I think that you know I think that you know You sit in the park 50 alone Starting again But that house ain't no home You go to that place It can't be undone There’s too much between you and Nowhere to run You think that your not good enough I know that you are You think that she's too good Why don't you look at your scars (c) All Rights Reserved
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Same Old You 04:38
When you start putting me first Choose me before anyone else Say you’re wrong to me and to yourself I'm gonna come round When nightmares stop waking me up When cards that you send say too much When you listen and don’t interrupt I'm gonna come round And it won't be before Maybe not ever The way I feel now I don't think I'll change my mind What have you given me Pain has driven me I don't do intimacy Because of you And as the years go by Waiting for you to try Even when Daddy died The same old you When you call me and ask if I'm fine Before talking bout you all the time And stop acting like I must be blind I'm gonna come round When you don’t tell me it wasn’t you Pretending like nobody knew And realise I know what's true Im gonna come around You had the chance To make amends The day I got married Tell all of my friends This is my son He makes me proud But still you said nothing So tell me please
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You’re singing your favourite song The kids are all singing along And you’re watching a pure red sky But time is passing you by You’re holding your newborn son George Michael is still number 1 Surely nothing could ever go wrong But time is still moving you on And there’s nothing you can do Stand back and enjoy the view.... Time stand still Time stand still I want to hold on to this moment forever Cause I know that this won’t get any better Time stand still You’re laughing with all of your mates Boozy nights and staying out late You say friendship never dies But time knows that that is a lie When you feel yourself falling in love Her smile is all you can think of You tell everybody this is forever Time whispers to you that ain’t too clever Everything is fleeting All we have is now Everyone please listen Show you love someone somehow (c) All Rights Reserved

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Firstly thank you so much for investing in my music.
So I’ve got good news! You’re going to hear some of my most positive upbeat songs ever. But it has been just as important for me to talk about some other stuff on this record. Stuff I couldn’t talk about before. Because now there is distance. A different perspective. The songs you are about to listen to have helped shape my life in the last 3 years. My experience of being a part-time dad, of lost friends and troubled relationships, stories my friends have told me, and of the positive people still in my life have cleansed my mind and I feel thankful for every one of those experiences good and bad. They have helped me make the most considered collection of material I have ever written. In writing these songs I now have a better understanding of myself and I feel like I’m on the way to becoming the person I always hoped I could be. And they have helped me finally become truly happy for the first time. So I’m ready to talk. I am, so this is....

H E A L E D

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released September 21, 2021

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Alan Dreezer Eastbourne, UK

Introducing Alan Dreezer, an award-winning Electro-Pop/Singer-Songwriter from Eastbourne, East Sussex.

With a diverse musical background, Alan initially showcased his vocal talents as part of the pop duo "Tara 2” and then with Rock Pop act "ADProject"

As a solo artist he has released 2 albums and played a number of successful live shows. "Take Me Back" is the 3rd single from album number 3.
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